(n.) the state not only after but while exerting as much as can be mustered.
stifling yawns, splashing eyes awake, resting swollen feet and fading voices.
coaxing the self prematurely out of the regenerative folds of a bed to continue the unfinished.
learning, in order to be better able to contribute. making the most of the blesssing of time, something that should never be labelled ‘free’ or ‘spare’ when even all humanity combined posesses so little. hoarding any source of energy knowing how much is consumed in these efforts.
the impetus that keeps the mind awake at night, asking for help to keep the purest intentions and reach the ultimate goal.
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